Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence

My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around ’til I fell asleep

Then up the stairs he would carry me

And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him

I’d play a song that would never, ever end

How I’d love, love, love

To dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree

To get my way, I would run from her to him

He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yea yea

Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep

He left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him

I’d play a song that would never, ever end

‘Cause I’d love, love, love

To dance with my father again

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door

And I’d hear how my mother cried for him

I pray for her even more than me

I pray for her even more than me

I know I’m praying for much too much

But could you send back the only man she loved

I know you don’t do it usually

But dear Lord she’s dying

To dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

I LOVE MY FATHER SO MUCH. HE’S THE BEST BROTHER,FRIEND AND A FATHER I EVER HAD, I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE HIM BUT SUDDENLY HE LEAVE US EARLY. I AM HAPPY FOR HIM BECAUSE HE ALREADY FINISHED HIS MISSION AND ACCEPT LORD WITH ALL HIS HEART. I KNOW HE’S NOT TOTALLY GONE, HE STILL WATCHING US BUT WE COULD NEVER SEE HIM ANYMORE. TATAY,I KNOW YOUR HAPPY NOW WITH GOD AND EVEN THOUGH YOU LEAVE US YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I WILL MISS YOU! THOSE HAPPY AND SAD MOMENTS WITH YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN ME!:((

DECEMBER 27,2008 when we went @ ascent bar that supposed to be our venue is @ the EMBASSY BAR. Una nag ATC muna kmi ni Mickey,more shopping and gala nmasko e.haha! then cnundo nlng kmi dun nla dony. Afterwards,pnta kmi ng ayala alabang,its JP’sv bday,a british guy,bf ni Cristel na pmngkin ni sniper na brod ni donnie then ayun friends n kming lhat:). Actually d n nmn ako pnygn smama sa bar e mnsn lng nmn e d go na! Saya2! Haha. Todo party kmi ni dex,mickey,donnie and sniper,Voks is supposed to be there kaso npka tagal mgreply kya naiwan na sya. Sayang! Mrmi pa kmi,ung mga british n friend n Jp and FHM models na friend n Cristel. They are all nice. Next time party ulit pero but that time hndi na ko agaw trip,tamang aya! Girl aya! Hehe. Go go go PARTY PEOPLE!;)

This must be posted in bulletin last night but it doesn’t appeared! It’s all about him again. Here it goes! I was drunk last last night and i didn’t noticed that i sent him a comment. Pls delete or don’t accept it. I really felt ashamed. Uhmn,That might be your reason why you’ve said that we’re not compatible well,it could be possible if you really want. I know that you liked me before but you didn’t find in me the brave girl or a girl that could be your weakness. Yes,im this what you called “konsintedora” but when it comes to something that is not good, i would not allow you. If you really want to stop doing bad things,start it by your own. You need to control yourself or if you want someone who’ll help you to control yourself I can help you out. Just try me first! Like what you have did to me,see the changes? It is all because of you UN UNG GSTO MO KAYA SINUNOD KO. I really want to serve you. I care for you that’s why i don’t even want you to involved in a riot or khit san pa man. Im still waiting even you don’t want. Your words are still a BIG QUESTION to me. We did talked but i didn’t absorbed what you have said to me.Un lng, hindi ko sya nfeel.PROMISE! I should be hurt but i didn’t felt it. Tnx sa blog I can express my feelings and lahat lahat.. TRY TO VISIT MY BLOGS JAMES!!!!:)

I had this feeling with this guy that i can’t explain. At first,he’ just only my crush(sounds corny?) but it is because of his talents and his attitude and the whole him. He’s an ideal man for me. He’s good in guitar,he’s a bassist i say. a basketball player that i really adore! As time goes by i started to forget him because I met new friends and new men,i learned how to use *** but one day we have this departmental fieldtrip,when we are about to go home and go back to Laguna I told him to sit beside mine because we’re doing some happy happy at the back seat of the bus then that night i felt something for him,i dunno what it is,w8 but before that he lent to me his jacket:) After the fieldtrip the boys had their trip ad J**’s pad, its September 18,2008(THURSDAY) we go there a lunch after bcoz a friend of us txted  to go there i brought 1 bottle of matador and some chicha. He’s there!Haha,but of course i have nothing intention in going there,after the session it was finished at around 6pm. I still want to trip because its to early for me to go home at that time,i didn’t attend my MARCOST class that day.5-8:30pm. I still have 21/2 hours to trip ,i asked them who wants to go with me then he told me that he want. We are both came from a break up that’s why siguro gsto nya dn mag aliw,ai no! this was the incidence.umuulan non then wla ako dalang umbrella then hinubad nia ung white tshirt nya then pnahiram skin pngcover ko sa ulan(sweet!!!!)we wait our other companions na mkskay ng jeep then i was wondered the other friend of us was in our same way but kming 2 lng ung nsa jeep.aun! kwentuhan then he asked me if where will we go i told him sa tambyan ko pero d xa pde dun tpos sbi nya daan dw muna kmi sa tmbyan nila then ppklala nya ko na “girlfriend” nya sa mga kbrods nia pra no more questions pg sumama sya skin after that pmnta na ko sa tmbayn nmn with him and like what he did pnkilala ko dn sya na“BOYFRIEND” ko dun para safe,my friend of mine was shocked when i introduced him as my bf ksi nga kgglng ko lng sa break up n friend dn nmn,sbi ko ayoko nmn mgpakstuck lng dun actually dumaan n lng kmi dun no more drinking kmain lng kmi sa isang foodchain sa kanluran. we have a short conversation about the break up bout him and his x gf and same as mine,then he opened that they thought before that im a BETASIGMA member kc tmby nga ko sa hide out ng mga beta sa UNDERGROUND i told him im not i just got lot of friends there,chikachika then naopen na ung mga bad deeds ko that he used to be before,pnagsbihan nya ko about it
ewan ko but sinunod ko sya n prang BOYFRIEND tlga,sobrang bait nya!! Nkkainlove tlga! Dun n ngstart ung desire ko sknya,i was so happy that night parang ayoko pa umwi pro kailngan kya sinkay nya ko nng jeep with matching holding hands pa when we are about to passed the way. Nkkmis mgkabf!haha! Wala xa fone kya d kmi mkpgtxt nwla kZ and prehas n nmn kmi nwaln dn ako ng fone. Then saturday afternoon my ngtxt skin(SEPTEMBER 20,2008).His father’s bday,he txted me! For me its an effort kc la nmn xa fone then nktxt pa xa. aun. chika2 about the tshirt i shud keep it daw. Tpos kung ano2 na npguspan nmn til my nreceived akong msg from him that makes me shocked and won’t me forget! Dun n ngsimula na maparanoid ako,ano yun?! ano ibig nya sbhin?! txt pa din kmi,sweet nga nmn parng my relasyon.haha! He always txted me first pgnkauwi na xa paggcng nia.aun! so mas lalo ko nfall skania im this type of girl p man dn n madling mfall,nginvite xa sa bday nya(sep,27′08) i dont have any plan to go there bcause hassle sa sched ko but i still tried. We have one thing in common n nmn,we both love to eat SPAGHETTI.Haha! Aun,bday n nya,ngdala ko ng cake na bigay lang dn skin.haha! Gaspang? No. Ok lng yun.Hehe! Of koz d mawwla sa bday nya ang inuman,kmsta nmn 5am na ko nkauwi i told to my tito n ggwa kmi ng feas stud.haha! Hay naku!Masaya nmn,nhot seat kmi pro showbiz answer
. He’s celebration with us was happened september26,2008 and the day of his bday was with his other friends. It was his debut,21! Bday nya mgktxt pa kmi simula 7pm then i confessed to him n nfall na ko saknia,cgro nshock xa bsta my PROMISE lng xa n snsbi lgi,in my conclusion gsto nya tlga ko mgbago but I ALREADY DID! and it’s  jus bcoz of HIM! i dunno kung nkkita nya,(is he blind?)bday nya parang kmi ulit 7pm ng bday nya til 1pm of 28 mgktxt kmi and at 2am mgkausap kmi sa fone,db ang sweet?! but that sweetness between us was end and just HANG ON THE AIR as is my feelings. I dont WHY,I dont know his PLAN! MAGULO SYA! I think its my KARMA,(wg nmn sana) Kung kelan ako ngng seryoso tsaka ganto. Im still waiting for him. Im still waiting for his PROMISE! or i just want to clear out those words that he told me before! IM STILL WAITING FOR YOU JAMES “JIMBOY” BUSCANO!

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